But my heart, my one and only heart, Belongs to you
Every rain drop is a thought of you
Every grain of sand is a wish I have for us
Every flower petal is a word I wish to speak to you
Every wave to crash upon the shore could never count how much it is you I adore
Word to speak
Song to sing
Every drop of rain fallen from the sky couldnt
count how much I want to be your guy
Every grain of sand and spec of dust
to be with you I know I must
Well, that's good to be done with. I don't think it was a proper finale to my interest, and I can't really remember if it ever got that bad for this girl ever again, but I guess we'll see if it shows up in my journals.
Unrelated to love, for the most part, I think that I'm altering the foundation to the story I have been mulling over in my mind since around this time in my life. It's scary to think of changing its roots this way, this drastically, but as I get closer and closer to putting down the first words of the first story I'm terrified. It's daunting to try to actually create something I've had with me for 25% of my life. Actually making it real is really unnerving. I'm worried I won't be able to do it, or that I won't be able to do it right. I hope changing it at this point is the right move.
If it's not, I guess I'll find out sooner or later, right?